Nov. 30, 2004 - Five new pieces of fanart. I must say I am getting better.

Nov. 12, 2004 - TWO UPDATES! Not just within a month, mind you, but TWO DAYS. As in sequential days. What is this world coming to? Well it was just a facelift for the main page. Tomorrow I might work on the rest of the site and make it more festive, too! I love Christmas!

Nov. 11, 2004 - I updated again, more joy. All I did was tweak a few things and simplified the fanfiction section. Here's to baby steps! I noticed, too, that it's almost time to put up the Christmas decorations! So the site will probably get a new look soon.

October 24, 2004 - I updated, joy. Simplified the layout, updated a few things, that's pretty much it. Not much else to say.

August 3, 2004 - I haven't updated in awhile have I? Well actually I updated Jewel a couple of times, just never got around to putting them up here. No big deal I suppose. I also fixed the guestbook to where people can post. I just got tired of spam in my guestbook. I'm looking for a guestbook that can block out spam, but I guess I can just delete the entries. Anyway, chapters 12 and 13 for Jewel are up. Later people.

May 3, 2004 - I fixed the art page, just a minor html problem. Now the art will load. Thanks to whoever left that note in my guestbook that brought that problem to my attention.

April 15, 2004 - WOAH I finally updated For Mature Readers Only, my lost little Neverending Story fic, which seems to be neverending, itself, not to mention slow-going. Oh well, that's it!

April 11, 2004 - Updated! And uploaded, as Ainself.net moved to a new server and I had to upload ALL of my stuff back. I may put off uploading Royal Images as this will take a good bit of time. But anyway, the updates...I updated Restless Spirit *AND* Jewel of Circumstance. So that is good. Happy easter!

Feb. 8, 2004 - Took down depressing story because I've decided that it's stupid. Too stupid to keep online. I hope no one read it. I'm sorry if you did.

February 7, 2004 - Good lord I am depressing.

January 7, 2004 - Only took five days, count 'em, FIVE DAYS to update "Jewel"! That's not bad at all if I must say. I also redid, sort of, the second intro page. Aren't I funny. Heehee.

January 2, 2004 - Happy New Year! God bless y'all, and all of that. New chapter of 'Jewel' added, it's a good 'un in my opinion. Go read!

November 8, 2003 - colored picture of Cid the Farmgirl added, this one colored by my online pal chica Elffromspace. Gracias, mi amiga. ^_^

November 2, 2003 - added more Final Fantasy VII fanart, this one is of Cid. It's along the same lines...um, I'm really ok, I promise.

November 1, 2003 - added some fanart, for Final Fantasy VII. Um, it's a little odd. Just go see. I can't explain...well I can but I don't want to. Just be prepared to be disturbed. ^_^

October 29, 2003 - Chapter 8 of "Jewel" added. Not quite as happy with this chapter as I should be, but who cares. It was still fun.

October 18, 2003 - some poetry added, yay!

October 16, 2003 - New chapter of "Jewel", some developments in that story. Fun fun!

October 7, 2003 - New chapter of "Jewel of Circumstance" posted.

October 5, 2003 - I actually wrote this little list called "All I Need to Know I Learned From Spongebob" sometime last year or at least a long time ago. But I found it the other day and thought it wasn't bad, so I'll put it up. Something to do, anyway, since I seem to be having major blockage trying to write anything else.

Sept. 26, 2003 - Hahaha! I finally updated! Um...not much is updated. There's some new chapters for Restless Spirit and Jewel of Circumstance, and oddities here and there. Other than that, this is a boring update. Later!

May 21, 2003 - new location, as Ainself.net is gone. Featureprice went out of business, and I don't know if Ryo, the Ainself.net webmistress, will be able to afford another webhost anytime soon. So this is Obsession's new location. I also moved Royal Images to royalimages.freewebpage.org, where very little is uploaded. I got the screencaps, that is about it. I hope to get everything situated soon. Also note that the doujinshi section is gone for now, as I don't know if I will have enough space to have all these pictures. I may move the doujinshi to its own location.

April 8, 2003 - new chapter for 'Restless Spirit'. Chapter 10, halleluiah. I've never made it to chapter 10 on a fic before. I consider this quite an accomplishment.

March 30, 2003 - minor site updates, and a new section called "Questions". Beware of much sarcasm.

March 22, 2003 - new chapter for 'Jewel of Circumstance'.

March 10, 2003 - new picture, a title pic for 'Jewel of Circumstance'. I like. might color later, dunno.

March 8, 2003 - small, minor update, in which I took down two poems in the 'Original poem' section, for reasons I don't care to mention. Sorry, if you liked those.

February 28, 2003 - Woah, it's been over a month! Geez, where has time gone? Anyway, I have some updates for y'all...three new chapters. One for 'Jewel of Circumstance', one for 'For Mature Readers Only' and another which is a follow-up chapter 2 of sorts for my 'Seven' fanfiction. In the fanfiction section, so go check 'em out!

January 26, 2003 - I put the fanart back online. No new pictures though. Sorry! Also took down the 'About me' section. It was such a waste. Pointless. No one really wants to know about me. I'm way too much excitement for y'all to handle.

January 11, 2003 - Wow, I updated fics! I added not one but two chapters! One for 'Restless Spirit' and one for my new fic, 'Jewel of Circumstance'. Enjoy!

January 4, 2003 - WHOOHOO!!! 2003 is here and I updated. First update of the year, people. WHOOHOO!!! Ok, I'm really not that excited, because all I did was give the site a semi-new look. I also revamped the fanart and fanfic sections. I have been writing, but I don't think many people read my fics. This really isn't a doujinshi site, but it keeps getting reffered to as such. Oh well...I like sharing doujinshi so it's not a big deal. I just wish I would get at least a *few* comments on my stories and pictures once in awhile.

December 4, 2002 - yay, the Christmas season. Whoohoo. Can anyone detect sarcasm there? At any rate, the site has become a bit more festive, so I hope you all enjoy.

November 24, 2002 - I don't normally get inspired to write poetry out of nowhere, but really these two poems I posted today didn't come from nowhere. I had some really awesome inspiration...well, if you could call it that. Anyway, I must emphasize the fact that I have turned into probably the mushiest person on the face of the planet...or at least I'm in the process. So, yeah, go go here to view the damage.

November 16, 2002 - Chapter 8 of Restless Spirit. I'm getting further in that story than I originally expected to...which is nice. Hopefully this one will make it to the final chapter.

November 9, 2002 - New picture in the fanart section. Not really fan art but it's art so it's in the originals section. Not a bad CG if I do say so myself.

November 8, 2002 - Yay! More Inuyasha doujinshi is up on the doujinshi page. This one is Miroku x Sango. Enjoy!

November 1, 2002 - chapter 7 of 'Restless Spirit' is up. Short chapter, but cute nonetheless. Quite possibly my favorite if only for the end. Anyhoo, look for new Inuyasha doujinshi in about a week. Sango x Miroku hentai! Whoohoo!

October 17, 2002 - updated 'Forever Changed', my FFX fic, and added a couple of new links. That's all!

October 14, 2002 - New Inuyasha doujinshi!!! Rejoice, people.

October 6, 2002 - Uploaded Chapter 6 of 'Restless Spirit'. Enjoy!

October 5, 2002 - Uploaded Chapter 2 of my 'Neverending Story' fic, For Mature Readers Only. I dunno if anyone reads it...I kind of doubt it. Oh well, it's there.

September 28, 2002 - Well that didn't take as long as I thought it would. The fics are up, in their own nice little sections too.

September 28, 2002 - 2nd update today: As you may notice, I have remodeled the page just a little bit. It's my lame attempt to make it look better...however, you may also find that some things are missing, such as the fics, and the Current Obsessions page is very nearly blank. I also took down some of my fanart. I did add a link to the doujinshi page on the front page...easier access, you know. Bear with me while I try to fix everything.

September 28, 2002 - I added a missed page to the 'Tasukurumono' doujinshi, thanks to the person who pointed out that page 26 was nowhere to be found. ^_^

September 26, 2002 - Added a pic to the fanart section. Nothing real great...it's of Kora from my Final Fantasy X fic...you know, the one that no one reads.

September 23, 2002 - Small update, just added some teaser pics for that 'Raku en' doujinshi. I'm past caring if people are offended...especially since I've gotten a lot of requests for it anyway.  Look for this site to get a change in looks soon, hopefully in the near future.  I may take it down for a bit while I'm working on it, but who knows.  I also don't know when I'll get around to it, I just know it needs a change.  Big time.  So I'm thinking up some things to do to it...some suggestions would be nice, but I doubt I'll get any.  So I won't even ask.  However, if by some chance you feel the need to express your opinion, please do.  

September 11, 2002 - Woah. Seems like it can't be just a year ago today, I was sitting on my couch with my eyes glued to the tv screen, staring at all the horrible things on the news. Won't ever be able to forget that day. Anyway, I do have an update. I have another doujinshi available, but it's by request only. Head on over to the doujinshi page and read why.

August 23, 2002 - Why can't I update my site at a decent hour? 1 am? I mean, come on, you'd think I could get this done earlier, but noooo...insomniac me has to get the notion to update her site at all hours of the night. OK, dammit, I'm getting off the subject. What was the subject? Oh yeah, I added a poem to the fics page, called 'Quiet Trust'. Description available if you go read it, so go read it.

August 16, 2002 - Two pics in the Fanart section, of Tifa from Final Fantasy 7 and her daughter, Karissa. Inspired by the fic, 'Astray', written by Frank Verderosa. Lovely fic, that.

August 6, 2002 - This is what happens to me when I stay up way too late. I update my site. Well, I should have updated it a few days ago because I had a new chapter for 'Restless Spirit', which is up at Fanfiction.net, but I neglected to put it up here. So sorry. I also rewrote my 'about me' page. It sounds really cynical, I know...oh well.

August 1, 2002 - Whooooo! picture for 'Restless Spirit' in the fanart section, also on page one of the story. Whooo!

July 31, 2002 - WOAH! Super-fast update on Restless Spirit, people, yes indeedy. Chapter 4 is now up for your viewing pleasure.

July 28, 2002 - new picture of Koenma in the fanart section.

July 27, 2002 - New chapter, new chapter, new chapter! Restless Spirit, chapter 3, is up now. Go read!

July 22, 2002 - did some revamping. Added author's notes. Also uploaded Chapter One of a new story currently called 'For Mature Readers Only' - A Neverending Story fic. Dear Lord help me.

July 13, 2002 - It's official, I have a brand-spankin' new obsession. Harry Potter. A moment of silence, if you would, for the initial passing on of my obsession with Yu Yu Hakusho. Not that it will ever die completely, mind you, but it has moved to lower levels. Two Harry Potter pics in the fanart section have been added for your, uh, viewing pleasure...yeah. *ahem* And a silly, pointless blurb about my new obsession in the, where else, 'Current Obsessions' section. I really must stop staying up so late.

July 11, 2002 - Uh, two more pictures in the fanart section. Other fanart. Harry Potter. Weird sketches of questionable accuracy. I need sleep.

July 3, 2002  - uploaded chapter one of my attempt to rewrite Awake - A Crow/Slayers Crossover.  Go forth and read.  Do I have to beg for comments?  *begs*

June 22, 2002 - moved the site yet again to Ainself.net, where I am banner-free!  Yay.  Finally added some links just for the sheer hell of it.  Did some touching up, but not a whole lot.  I feel like crap.  Being sick sucks.

June 16, 2002 - two more pictures in the fanart section. That's all. L8er ^^;;

June 2, 2002 - Four more Koenma screencaps in the Koenma screencap gallery, on Gallery 3. Enjoy. I fixed up that page a little, by adding different resolutions and a no frames page, plus I made it to where the pictures pop up in a new window so you can see them better. Also, somewhat good news on those waiting for stories: I wrote some on Shadowy Bonds and I've at least been thinking about writing my Crow/Slayers crossover some more. Sorry to make you all wait so long. Please be patient with me ^_^;;

May 27, 2002 - New picture in the fanart section. Not really fanart, but definitely worth putting up. I'll be putting up more Koenma screencaps and hopefully I'll get around to doing those Vampire Hunter D screencaps I wanted so bad to do before

May 18, 2002 - Not really an update, but sort of...I made a screencapture gallery for Koenma, my favorite character from 'Yu Yu Hakusho'. If you are at all interested, check it out.

May 6, 2002 - More Yu Yu Hakusho plus one Dragonball Z fanart. Also updating the 'Plans' section...don't ask why.

April 24, 2002 - Added some fanart for Yu Yu Hakusho. *hugs chibi Kurama* He's mine! All mine!

April 22, 2002 - Fixed the polls, and out of sheer boredom, I colorized my site. I was getting tired of just plain black or white. Yeah, so, some of the pages my clash but who cares? It's not as boring as it used to be!!! WAI!!! Also added a new obsession. Yu Yu Hakusho! There is one YYH fic/poem/something also added. WARNING!!! Read the note I wrote for it before reading it.

April 18, 2002 - New story in the Fanfics section. A 'Seven' fanfiction, set after the movie, from Detective Somerset's POV. It's one of my favorite movies, and for some odd reason I had a moment of inspiration to write a fic for it. Lots and lots of cussing, just like the movie.

April 15, 2002 - Tax day, yay! *cough cough* Well, ladies and gents, I put up another Inu-yasha doujinshi. Not in its entirety due to Topcities regulations (my page would be gone in no time). Have a look-see if you're interested. I might be putting up some doujinshi scans of my Final Fantasy X doujinshi later. Bye bye!

April 9, 2002 - *shrugs* I wrote another chapter of Forever Changed. I need to get it a separate site because I somehow don't think that anyone coming here looking for Slayers fics is going to want to read a Final fantasy X fic. *sighs* But alas, I put it up here anyway.

March 27, 2002 - *sings* "It's 2 am and I'm feelin' lonesome, darlin'" *ahem*, well I updated 'Forever Changed', fixed a few things around the site, updated new plans, and added a mailing list. If you're one of the few that like my stories and you get tired of waiting for me to update, you can sign up to be notified when I *do* update. I'll leave this up forever unless no one signs up, and then I'll finally know that no one visits this site and all of those hits are from imaginary people. Either that or no one really cares. *sob* Just kidding. It's all good ^_^

March 24, 2002 - geez, that last update was awhile ago, eh? Sorry ^^ Chapter 8 of Shadowy Bonds is up. That's it!

March 8, 2002 - colored version of the previous pic uploaded. CGing takes forever!!

March 4, 2002 - new schweeet pic of Elisa and Xelloss in the fanart section.

March 3, 2002 - new chapter of 'Restless Spirit' added. It's short, but it's a chapter! Also fixed some of the off colors for the rest of the story pages. Thinking of making an actual layout but I don't have time right now to even think about what it would be. In other news, I'm also having problems with my 'puter DVD player, so I may chuck the screencaps idea altogether.

February 28, 2002 - added an actual picture of Elisa from 'Shadowy Bonds'. Click here to go to the fanart section.

February 25, 2002 - I forgot to mention, to anyone who comes to visit my site, that I have my stories up on Fanfiction.net. My pen name there is 'Mujamo'. I also have another chapter of Shadowy Bonds written, in case you didn't know. I think that's it.

February 24, 2002 - Holy manoly! I'm back up, ladies and gents. Yes indeedy. Envy has gone bye-bye as I'm sure you've figured out, and I've probably lost more than half the people who came here but all is good, I suppose. I'm busy right now fixing everything to look at least somewhat different but it will take me a little while to get everything organized. Really this update is for myself since I doubt anyone knows where I am yet...I have to keep track of what I'm doing. Anyway, that's all for now!

January 21, 2002 - Five new pictures up in the fanart section. Four Final Fantasy X pics, and one other weird pic. I'm really addicted to that game. I just beat it Friday, and was completely knocked over by the ending. It so rocks! So, I've drawn pics of my two favorite characters. I'm actually thinking of making a Final Fantasy X page, actually a shrine to Auron and/or Jecht. Not yaoi! I just think they're awesome. What do you think? Oh, also a 'Future Events' section is up, telling my plans for future projects.

December 29, 2001 - Four or five new fanart pics. That's all for today.

December 22, 2001 (2) - WAI!!! The second update today! Guess what, y'all? I got a new chapter of Shadowy Bonds up! Chapter 6 is now available for reading. It hasn't been proofed but I don't care cause it's not that bad! I also added a Lord of the Rings poem in the Fanfics section, called Frodo's Poem. It's just a little something I whipped up one day and I rather like it. Now go forth and read!

December 22, 2001 - WOW! I updated! Geez, it's been awhile, ne? Well, there are no new chapters yet, but soon! I promise! I just did some rearranging, and the page got a slight facelift, nothing drastic.

November 13, 2001 - New chapter for the Crow/Slayers crossover. I think it sucks, but I can't write battle scenes. Ooopps, did I just give it away? ^_^ Go, read, and let me know how bad it really is. most likely this will be my last update till Christmas break, when I'll actually have time because I'm taking a VA-CA-TION!!! See you then.

November 3, 2001 - New fic! Restless Spirit is the name, and it's based on an old movie called The Ghost and Mrs. Muir. If you've never seen that movie, and you like old movies, I seriously reccomend looking for it. It is quite awesome. Anyway, new fic starring Xelloss and Filia, go check it out!

October 19, 2001 - New picture added to Random Xel/Filia pics. Filia in a dress. Kinda simple, but I like it ^_^ Also, I added a 'Site Stuff' page, which includes links for the guestbook, email, and the vote caster thing. Eh, they don't get used, but I figured I'd put 'em in their own page.

October 17, 2001(b) - Yo again! I had a little extra time this morning before work, so I put up The Crow/Slayers X-over Chapter 9! I kinda liked it. It sets a bit more of the plot up, and sets the stage for another turning point in the story (at least right now it does. My mind has a tendency to change things around once in awhile, ya know). So anyway, without further ado, read Chapter 9!. Buh bye now!

October 17, 2001 - Yo! How is everyone? Hopefully just lovely! Those of you who have been reading my fics and have longed endlessly for another chapter of Shadowy Bonds, your wait is over! Yes, ladies and gentlemen, chapter 5 of Shadowy Bonds is posted for your enjoyment (or something to that extent...). I really *would* like some feedback for it, you know, cause it probably sucks. It hasn't been proofread or given a first opinion like my chapters usually get. That's just the way the cookie crumbles. Well enough of my rambling, click here and enjoy chapter 5.

Sept. 30, 2001 - Fixed polls, took off poll page, took off 'no frames' page because I keep forgetting to update it too. So, it's gone! Took off links page as well because if you're here for Xelloss and Filia fics, which the majority of you probably are, you can find a better links page at Xelloss and Filia's Space.

September 29, 2001 - Added a dedication page of sorts to New York City and in memory of the thousands of people who lost their lives. Mostly just pictures of my senior trip to NYC right now, but I may add more stuff later.

September 20, 2001 - Added a new page, the rant page which is where you'll find my thoughts on anything. My rants could range from thoughts and analyzations of my stories, to what's going on in the world, to how crappy I feel that day, to 'I'm sick of these socks, they make my feet itch." You know, insane stuff like that. I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every second of it! I need help...

September 16, 2001 - A new fic added, but it's connected to my Crow/Slayers fic. It's a songfic called Forgive Me, done to the song "Forgive Me" by Godsmack. really angsty, too! (Duh) Click here to read it.

September 15, 2001 - Another weird pic added...this time I'm drawing real people! *the horror*

September 14, 2001 - I have added another chapter to my Crow/Slayers fic, despite the fact that I am not really happy with it, but I'm not really happy with anything right now. I apologize ahead of time if I decide to change it or delete it altogether, but I may keep it. It may grow on me. I also want to apologize for anyone who read my memorial message yesterday and was hurt or offended by it. I have changed it. May God bless the families of the victims and I hold to the ideal that peace is possible on this world...whether it will ever happen or not. Let us all fight the hatred that threatens to consume us at all times, especially during a time like this.

September 13, 2001 - what a crazy few days, ne? Crazy being an understatement there. This is really just a small update, as I actually put my note on the front page yesterday, but I have a drawing that was the result of watching Vampire Hunter D way too many times, and trying desperately to think of something else. Click here to view it. It's not bad, but it's also a little 'risque'...and probably the weirdest thing I've ever drawn...weird for me, that is. Don't say I didn't warn you.
Story updates coming soon. Still working out the cheesy parts of the chapters. Until next time.

August 22, 2001 - Nothing special, really, just fooled around and added some graphics to a few pages. Someone emailed me the other day and asked when "Shadowy Bonds" was going to be updated, and I haven't been able to email this person back because I keep getting a failed delivery message. So...in response to their question, my answer is that I have no clue when it will be updated. I can explain why. The best time to write for me is when I get hit over the head with inspiration because that's when I write the best stuff. When I got 'inspired' as I like to call it to write The Crow/Slayers crossover, I wrote forty pages in what seemed like no time. I had had the idea before, but didn't really have down what I thought would happen in the story. But the problem with me and inspiration is that it wears off...sometimes I get obsessed with other things or I just get tired of thinking about it. I will most definitely finish both stories, but I don't know when. I've got a really packed and stressful semester at college coming up when I'm not going to have much time to do anything but study, especially if I want to pass. But I'll do my best to crank out another chapter or two in the near future. Something else I was planning to do was rewrite "Shadowy Bonds". I have some complaints about how Xelloss acts, and I think the story itself is way too fluffy and light. I like dark, angsty stuff, with the occasional gag humor in there somewhere. But I'm leaving this one up for the time being. Well that's it for my rambling. Later!

August 15, 2001 - Whoohoo! I fixed a few little things, as well as put my Crow/Slayers Crossover story back up for you all to enjoy. Please read the little side note I have on the fic page concerning that fic, especially if you've read it before the last update. K? Got it? Cool! That's it for now.

August 12, 2001 - New look! Frames! Whoohoo! Ok so it's not really *wonderful* but it's something different, ne? I know I didn't fix everything, so if there's something that doesn't work, let me know, would you? I'd appreciate it. I have to fix the links on the "No Frames" Page, as well as fix a few links and rearrange some things, but I'm getting there. I really like it so far.
As far as content update, I'm working on my Crow/Slayers fic. You're gonna be mad at me, but I switched some chapters around. I may take the story down for a few days just because what's up there now has been changed. I just need to change it on my site. So...once I get that done, there will be another update! I haven't worked on my Shadowy Bonds fic, because inspiration hasn't really been good to me for that story. However, if you like it, keep checking every once in awhile to see if it's been updated! You never know when I'll have a moment of revelation and have a new chapter ^_~

August 5, 2001 - I have to apologize to the people who actually gave me feedback. Thank you so much! I feel really retarded right about now...but at any rate, I do appreciate it. Feedback is nice. Suggestions, comments, constructive criticisms, etc. I do like them all. I like to know what people think of my stories, and not just my stories, but the rest of my page and its content. So, I'm sorry I sounded so rude in the last update. I guess I kind of forgot that I had a different email posted (and I forgot that I even had that email) so that is why I feel really retarded now. I am really happy that someone gave me feedback, though! Thank you thank you! Keep checking back for more chapters and other goodies in the near future!

July 29, 2001 - Fixed chapter 7 of Crow/Slayers fic, added Chapter 8. Please read! And after you're done reading or looking at the rest of my site, some feedback would be nice! Feedback, you know, like... oh, signing the guestbook, emailing me, etc. etc. You can even flame me if you want. Granted, there's a 100% chance that I won't bother replying to flames, but you can flame to your heart's content. But I would like comments on my site, and that includes everything. Fanfics, fanart, layout (it sucks, I know), overall content, etc. Suggestions, criticisms, anything. I'm all ears (or eyes, as the case may be). So please, I *know* you have been here because I've got that nifty little counter thing down there, and I *know* you are just *dying* to voice your opinion. Please do! However, I *will not* read criticisms about my choice of 'couple' in either Slayers or Trigun. I'm not getting into a petty argument over such a trivial topic. It's a 'cartoon', and if you feel the need to argue your point about a couple (example: Xelloss/Lina, Vash/Wolfwood), then do get a life.

July 5, 2001 - I added a LOT of fanart, as well as another fanfiction that I've been working on ever since I saw The Crow for the fiftieth time and was (surprise surprise) inspired to do a Slayers/The Crow crossover. I am really proud of this fic, even though the characters may seem WAY Out of Character, but ask me if I care. They're *supposed* to be out of character for this fic. That's just the way the cookie crumbles.